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And I'm Coming Out To California
Nov. 21st, 2008 | 12:05 am
music: Rilo Kiley - Does He Love You?
Out of the 6 people I still converse with in Milwaukee, there are two I shouldn't bother with anymore.
Soon. I still got problems, you know.
Soon. I still got problems, you know.
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Phase 2 complete
May. 6th, 2008 | 01:23 pm
Today I signed papers and hired a bankruptcy attorney.
Massive fail.
Reboot.
On to Phase 3.
Massive fail.
Reboot.
On to Phase 3.
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May. 8th, 2007 | 03:17 pm
I've been fairly thoughtless lately.
A nice respite from the sort of neurotic deep thinking that generally gets me into trouble.
Can I equate thoughtless droneism to dog people? Ah, that's a wasp's nest - never mind.
Worrisome thoughts intruded today.
It's nice out.
"what do you want to do with yourself today?"
Hm. I have many things I can do.
But what I want to do is find enough money (I get paid at midnight tonight so this is theoretical) and start drinking right after work. I'd like to get very very drunk by 9pm, go home - get stoned on top of drunk and pass out at 11:30 and ultimately, not accomplish a damn thing.
The above is a weird thought for me. Is this what happens when you don't drink like you used to? I never made a conscious decision to slow down on my drinking - it just happened. I didn't make a conscious decision to start going to bed at regular times and waking up without a hangover - I just did. Now, strange thoughts like the above pop into my head. Where the fuck did that come from and should I worry? (No idea and I probably should worry but I won't.)
I've said out loud "let's get fucked up", "sweet Jesus, I'd kill your mother for a beer right now", and "I'm going to get trashed!" but never truly thought that that was my full plan. You can add "ands" onto all of those. And party. And see a show. And go out dancing. And make out. Never just "I'm going to go home and get fucked up and not see anyone."
A nice respite from the sort of neurotic deep thinking that generally gets me into trouble.
Can I equate thoughtless droneism to dog people? Ah, that's a wasp's nest - never mind.
Worrisome thoughts intruded today.
It's nice out.
"what do you want to do with yourself today?"
Hm. I have many things I can do.
But what I want to do is find enough money (I get paid at midnight tonight so this is theoretical) and start drinking right after work. I'd like to get very very drunk by 9pm, go home - get stoned on top of drunk and pass out at 11:30 and ultimately, not accomplish a damn thing.
The above is a weird thought for me. Is this what happens when you don't drink like you used to? I never made a conscious decision to slow down on my drinking - it just happened. I didn't make a conscious decision to start going to bed at regular times and waking up without a hangover - I just did. Now, strange thoughts like the above pop into my head. Where the fuck did that come from and should I worry? (No idea and I probably should worry but I won't.)
I've said out loud "let's get fucked up", "sweet Jesus, I'd kill your mother for a beer right now", and "I'm going to get trashed!" but never truly thought that that was my full plan. You can add "ands" onto all of those. And party. And see a show. And go out dancing. And make out. Never just "I'm going to go home and get fucked up and not see anyone."